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Monday, May 30, 2005

(((: YAYNESS.
Yeah, well, its finally over.
The paper one was.. okay, just that I think I wrote loads of crap.
4 and a half pages, and i think 2 pages are just crap.
Okay, anyway, the paper two ... ...
the compre SUCKED. Its like, jokes lar.
Not much could be taken from the passage, and trust me;
i was crapping rubbish all the way.
Lee Kuan Yew was mentioned in it, by the way.
Ignore the above sentence, not much relevance.

Okay, the room was damn cold;
didn't know why I don't really find it freezing during prelims.
But thank goodness for my sweater anyway.
- hugs woolly sweater.
Heheh. And my hands are like, freezing...
The examiner was like, walking up and down, up and down.
:/
distracting me from my flow of thoughts. HMM.
Well, after that, went to J8 for lunch.
So crowded; like almost everyone who had finished their paper
went there to have lunch. :/
and Leewong was saying that kfc effiency level was like, ZERO .
(Its kinda, true)
And chaneline , chui yen went to bits and pieces to get their ears pierced.
I was like, wth.
When I look at them, I felt so worried for them;
:D (Sigh, I'm so nice)
Then Natalie was like, "Better becareful, can get aids from ear piercing"
YEAH. Thats so helpful.
Chaneline looks okay, after piercing. Then for chui, her ears were like RED.
RED as in RED RED. ( ouch )
Now, I don't want to pierce my ears even more.
Sorry Sam. :P

And we went for jewellery scouting...
Saw loads of pretty stuffs;
and then saw quite a number of ex- st nicks girls.
Natalie is being TOO LAME. TSK.

AHH. I'm SO broke now.
Spent TWELVE bucks for the concert tix;
and the bloody dividers, and I still need to get loads of stuffs.

School's on tomorrow.
GREATNESS. Math, science, and more math.
This so rocks.

And SAM! :
You prom pics are really really nice. ((:
Justin and You look really good together; though he still reminds me of someone
(refer to Jolene for more details and enquries)
Nice hair, nice gown, nice _____. The prom night should be great right?

Yeah, remember the deal OKAY.


it was your hello that kept me hanging on every word
& your goodbye that keeps me listening

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

Mrs Goh gave this depressing talk today after assembly.
Was like, wth-ing.
Heard that the ppr results is worse than last term;
so I can like, kinda guess my results.
:/
WELL WELL.
I think I'm gonna die tomorrow.
I don't want to get back ANYTHING.
Yesh. I HATE THE END OF TERMS.
And especially now; since its like, almost june -
which means that half of the year has gone by.
and that the o levels are drawing VERY near.

HMM, yeahh.
Nothing much to say;
and I shan't be evil and rant all of it here.



3 more days.
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

AHH. FEELING REALLY CRAPPY NOW.
)):

Its almost going to be twelve, and I just finished 3 CHINESE papers.
I'm going mental soon, I guess.
So not looking for this week to end;
even though this is the MOST DEPRESSING WEEK ever;
and that today is the WORST DAY THIS YEAR...
I'm going to flip.

SIGH.
Well well.
Shouldn't be thinking about crappy and stupid stuffs now.
Chinese, you rock.

4 MORE DAYS .
FOUR. FOUR. FOUR.
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OKAY.
BAD DAY BAD DAY.
The weather sucks; has mass in the morning,
Got back the prelims results - apparently it wasn't good.
Mrs Yeo has unpredictable mood swings,
recess got blown by the cold wind - till me and Nat can't eat.
AHH. PPR WILL BE RETURNED TO US ON FRIDAY.
I have no mood already, can.
NO. NO. NO.
I will not be hitting below 20 this time, (like since when?)
and if my term L1R5 is higher than last term,
I'm going to laugh my ass off.
OKAY.

And for chinese prelims;
the whole bloody paper one pulled everything down.
My compo could have gotten quite high;
and is because I wrote OUT OF POINT,
and too much wrong words.
I realised the dictionary hasn't been much of a help to me.
:/
AHH. I NEED TO KEEP IN POINT;
or i think i'm like, so dead on monday.

Yeah, got the $$ for the art exhibition thing.
(((:
But still, after spending the money on the performances tickets I'm going.
I'm like, left with almost nothing..
HAHAHA. 499 . 499. 499. 499. 499.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Here's a story of a girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She also had a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
And i'm standin in the crowd
And when you smile i check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playin games

And i want you to know
If you lose your way,
I wont let you go

[CHORUS]
If i cut my hair
If i change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If i bite my lip
If i say hello
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me

Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're comin down
I don't mean to sink your ship
Its not about the scholarship
And all my friends who follow you
They tell you things that
just ain't true
I'm the girl you havnt seen
I'm the one you really need

And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
before the moments gone

[CHORUS]

I'm not like the rest
I just dont care if you're the best
You see its all the same to me
Just be who you are with me
oh, its all the same to me

And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone

[CHORUS]

To get you to notice me





((: Pixel Perfect rocks!
The movie's really nice and sweet;
about this halogram and all.
The lead girl looks kinda like Natalie Portman,
but anyway, MOVIE ROCKS! (:
And the song above is like, this song the girl wrote.
Yeah, and the girl drummer is PRETTY!
LALALA. I gonna get the soundtrack.
:D
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I do not want to get back the PPR.
Hmm; yeah, pet and I have ushering duties on that day
for the meet the parents thingy.
ITS A GOOD THING.
Cos my dad's going at 2pm.
And I'll most prob be staying for the whole thing.
SO its like, he'll cool down after he look at my result slip
cos the whole thing ending at about six plus?
Okay, about 4 hours for him to cool down. YEAH.

Hmm. Still currently in the HOLIDAY MOOD.
Yesh, even though its now, 6 days to chinese os.
5 days if not including THAT actual day itself.
YEAH. And its like, I'M SO NOT PREPARED.
But i'm already planning what to do after chinese os.
GOING SEOUL GARDENS! AHAHA.
Like, what's this? After Os?
But still, we planned on calling PIZZAHUT and SINGTEL.
hahahaha. JOKES MAN.

Okay, I shall prepare articles for my prep boards tomorrow;
or Mr Foo will kill me if I have nothing to do during art.
:/

and 15 more min to PIXEL PERFECT on DISNEY! (((:
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

oh yeah.
and did i forget to mention?


its 7 DAYS MORE TO CHINESE O LEVELS.

yayness, everyone.
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My dad dug out this whole big box of old photos and tapes just now;
when we were clearing space for the new furniture.
Loads of videos of me and sis when we're young.
Okay, I look stupid, i'm super hyper, and I really act dao.
And haha, I saw my tomboyish friend (currently), wearing this SUPER FRILLY dress.
(((:
And my sis as a baby was SO FAT.
Unlike now, SO SKINNY. :/
Its like, ten years ago; all these happened.
I forgot all about it, until I was watching them with my sis.
Its nice to see how MUCH things had changed. HAHA.
And I saw my kindergarden grad vid.
OMG. I REMEMBERED THAT DANCE.
Okay. nevermind. But I'll never forgot all those silly fun dazzle trips;
all those fun little parties; those BIG BIRD days with my buddies;
those EXCHANGE PARTNERS times; those VIOLENT GAME PLAY moments at the playground;
((:
and my sister keeps commenting I look stupid every 5 seconds.
Like, she isn't looking retarded.
AHAHA. (:

Went so many places today; I'd flip.
My dad want to go look for furniture all of a sudden.
Yesh, and went all the way to habourfront.
Then, parkway, suntec, bugis, toa payoh, bishan.
And he wanted to go hougang then sengkang.
MADNESS. I'm SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING.
So i'm stupid enough to read in the car; and AMAZINGLY (note the sarcasm)
I suffered from motion sickness. So, in the end. I couldn't read at all.

LALALA. THERE IS NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! (:
YAYNESS.
BEING ABLE TO SLEEP LATE AND WAKE UP LATE;
MY KINDA LIFE. :D
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

I really don't understand some people.
You should UNDERSTAND the whole situation CORRECTLY
before critizing and all that.
and why ANNOUCING IT TO THE WORLD?
- ROLL EYES.

Well, went for the literature conference at scgs.
took the wrong route to school and was almost late.
-.-
Yeah, alot of people. Quite unbelievable.
And, ALOT of scgs people, its scary.
Hahas. I love the emcees, and their costumes. (:
LALALA. The rest, was quite.. bland.
Nothing much also, actually...

Well, I'm quite ticked off at somethings.
HAHHS. And, well, not much to say.
I just feel like whacking some people's head.
:/
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Friday, May 20, 2005

ahaha.
((:
Nat and Em was like, trying to pull me away from taking chilli today.
and chocolate chip ice cream, and chocolate cake, and wedges...
you know what they promised?
For me to abstain from all these throat irritants :
I'D GET AN ICE CREAM CAKE FROM ANDERSENS FOR MY BIRTHDAY!
((((:
HAHAHA. ICE CREAM CAKE.
LALALA.
Okay, spastic. But anyway, its quite difficult
I'll be missing fried food day lar..
:/
and Pet, Jo was like, trying to make me jealous by eating all that.
Whatever.
HAHA.

During cca, we're like deperately writing in the NYAA book;
i was writing rubbish lar.
But I was happily writing for the GraceHaven one cos it's damn nice.
((:
I like that trip over there as volunteers. (:
Yeah, even though it was raining VERY and EXCEPTIONALLY heavily,
or that umbrella dispute I had with someone...
But well, we're all soaking wet (seriously) and like, went into the airconditioned room.
The children were quite cold at first, but very soon,
they started be really nice and all. (:
oh yeah, and anna was like, trying to dump her load of sweets to us. :P

During english just now;
usual class clique gathered at the back of the class and discussed about the horror thingy.
SO, I'll be the supposedly depressed and lonely ghost,
tormenting the victim. Hear this - its gonna be Nat.
HAHA. Jolene wants the role of the ghost,
but you know what Jo, long samara-ish hair does have its benefits. (:
And we started to go out of point, and talk about st nicks ghost stories.
like, quite freaky.. somemore empty chair beside me...

chinese test again after school.
-roll eyes-
taken in the science lab again.
and its like, no chenxiumei, everyone was like, not taking it seriously.
we're like, sleeping instead, or SOME PEOPLE playing BINGO.
like, haha, win already.
I was like, stuck in the comprehension. -.-
Hahas, yeah.

And for tomorrow's lit seminar;
i just realised I left my King Of the Castle book in class.
HOW STUPID IS THAT?
SIGH.
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

Okay.
So we had chinese in the science lab after school today.
Yeah. 2 hours of doing the paper;
and the compre was rubbish.

Yeah, and its like,
I so dread the return of the ppr next friday.
Roughly calculated what I'd get.
Its like, HORREDOUSLY BAD.
And best, its meet the parents on that day.
I think I'll be grounded for the rest of my life.
:/

Oh yeah, and Jolene punched me in the face
and started laughing her head off in class.
yeah. PUNCH. Cos I made her laugh.
What is this? Her way of showing gratitude?

Hahh. And Simin and I had the low low sexy voice.
Voice sounds horrid when I speak normally.
But spoken at a MUCH HIGHER tone;
it'll sound quite normal - just that it's kinda unbearably high...
but well, I miss fried food for 2 weeks.
DAMN THROAT INFECTION and FEVER.
-,- "
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Just watched Aladdin on disney channel
ahha. Like, the last time I watched the whole movie was almost 4 years ago.
SO nice. (:
Okay, anyway.
Weather's been really wierd lately,
raining and shining for no particular reason.
And had such a WIERD dream last night.
About the chinese test.
YEAH. Anyway, ain't true, i guess.
:/

Thank god I passed the last literature test,
thought I was gonna do quite badly as I don't really get
what the passage was actually talking about.
Sonny, Harlem... crap.
But well, not so good either.
-glances at Pet and Jo.
Yeah, we're supposed to act surprised.
OH WOW. SO THATS OUR GRADE.
(((:

Art today was interesting.
Cleo's brother came down, and his short films are REALLY good.
THe family portrait thing was awesome.
Like, compared to my art project..........
:/

Okay, well.
Dreading tomorrow.
Seems like, I'm always dreading.
RIGHT. Cos chenxiumei STILL HASN'T RETURN the bloody papers.
FOUR DAYS LATE LAR.
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Monday, May 16, 2005

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew
so i told you with a smile, it's all about you
then you whispered in my ear and told me to,

said you made my life worth while;
it's all about you


Ahh. I love this Song. ((:
- its in the repeat mode.
Well, no chinese papers today!
Bounces Up and Down
But yeah, we're getting it back tomorrrow;
So makes no difference.
:/

Yeah, contracted fever from SOMEONE lar.
Actually I've got only a
MILD cough
Then its like, sat beside her then in the end I have fever now.
HAHA. My temp. beat her!
Okay, not a laughing matter.
- looks serious-

Chinese teachers went bonkers;
extra chinese lessons EVERYDAY from tomorrow onwards.
Yeah, for an hour.
SIGHH.
Gonna have chinese phobia VERY SOON.
Hopefully not before the Os.
HAHAS.

LALALA.
OFF to study geography.





it's all about you, it's all about you baby
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

I'm so not looking forward to this coming week-
Well, guess the results of the chinese prelims would be out tomorrow.
I would rather have the teachers keep them, or burn them in the incinerator.
Just don't let me know there was such a paper.
Hahh. That's so drama.
Hmm. And thinking of changing the layout.
Yeah, but I'M TOO LAZY.
LALALA.
Oh well. Guess I'm like, going bonkers soon.
I'm currently suffering from severe memory loss.
Hope it won't last till near chinese.
Oh yeah, and speaking of chinese:


14 more days to Chinese Os!
Need me to remind, anyone?


> yeah. perhaps to some people, its no big deal.

2 weeks = 14 days
14 days = 336 hours
336 hours = 20160 minutes
20160 mintues = 1209600 seconds

Okay. I have my calculator beside me.
Thus, with the above figures.
Well, anyway.
6 more min to RUHUA.
HAHAH.

Jolene's idol.
You know IT.
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Friday, May 13, 2005

-turns on some sad song-
AHH. I Still can't accept that fact!
; looks at jolene laughing her head off.
OH well, I think some policeman in his car is like playing with the siren thingy now.
SO noisy lar. OKAY, that's so out of point.
I failed my humanities by a mere 0.25 like, WTH?
Kudos to Social Studies.
Damn the holiday assigmnent which i got like, 4/12.
My geography is like, still not helping lar.
OH WELL. And the scgs literature seminar on 21st May.
Which I guess, its next week.
YEAH, going with monkey.
But its so near the chinese os.
-.-

Okay, just being paranoid.
Well, the students forum thingy just now was SO AMUSING.
And everyone was totally flabbergasted at the NEW Uniform.
IT'S TERRIBLE.
Though I abide by the uniform rules most of the time cept` for the socks and hairtie,
i think its horrifying. A dress.
What the heck. And when you overturn it, it suspiciously resembles a traditional korean costume;
as the blouse is just attached/sewn to the bloody pinafore,
and its only the sleeve and collar.
In addition to that, there may MOST PROBABLY (like, obviously), be ST NICKS SOCKS.
SIGH. But guess what, class of 2005 can cheer;
cos it ain't affecting us.
(((:
LALALA. I wonder how my sis would look like,
:D

And the kudus earsticks comment,
it was DAMN funny -
like what; rotating the ear sticks through each hole every half an hour or something.
WELL. YEAHH.
HAHAS. And its like, the graduation prom theme.
NO DARK COLOURS.
-.-
Okay, and the theme is like masquerade.
like, yeah. Pastel formal gowns.
Held at don't know where...
And I'm sure truth is gonna put up a class item..
YEAH. TRUTH05' ROCKS. (((:
and tungster/shi hui wants to audit to perform something.
I mean, buddies of them SHOULD know what they gonna do.
HAHHs. And JOLENE/NAT/LEEWONG: Let's go prom dress shopping in june
and SAMMOO: AHH. SEEING YOU NEXT MONTH! ((: Come along, and choose a nice dress for us.
:D
AHAHS. COS WE HATE LAST MINUTE SHOPPING. i mean, you should know why.

And can't wait for JTC.
AHAHA. Being an instructor of a group has many benefits OKAAY.
:D
Its like, WOAHH. Its the games that I really look forward to.
hehhh. Well, think sadist.
Kinda out of point, but anyway;
I <3 SCOR.
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Today is another eventful day.
RIGHT. and my lucky day too.
Was walking back home about an hour ago, with Jolene.
I didn't know why i had to stand at that spot, at that time.
This stupid, bloody, damn bird SHITTED ON ME.
WHY? Its like, my pinafore, blouse, bag and pullover kena.
And to think I thought some fruit splattered on me.
WTH.

And today's after recess periods.
Its like, wonderful lar.
Like, during science we're like learning bout the fallopian tube.. blah.
Then, Mrs Sushilla walked past, then after it was her lesson.
For one whole period, she was talking to us about-
labour pains, giving birth, caeserian, natural birth, the scars, motherhood...
(instead of I'M KING OF THE CASTLE)
And not to mention, scaring the whole lot of us, about this woman,
who had this sewn cut on her tummy.
And she went to the toilet and coughed.
The 'sewn' cut split open- and she died.
Guess, no one's thinking bout going under the knife for child birth anymore.
I mean, maybe, may not.
And even Mrs Yeo was relating to us her experiences of motherhood.
And that she uses Fifth Avenue perfume. (HAHH. MONKEY USES FOURTH)
Like, yeah. S not explicit and open only.
(-.-) The whole class was like, speechless at that point of time when she made that statement.

And more and more EXTREME SKATING in class!
-BEAMMMS-
hahaha. Leewong gives the WHATEVER, LEGO, look.
Yeah, anyway, integration sucks, big time.
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Today is the most demoralising day ever.
From Chinese, to art, to thee DSA thingy.
This is such an awesome day lar.
After school, sec 4 art girls went to acsi.
Its like, the art people there were like, DAMN good.
Okay, MOST of them, like, at least 99.999%.
Comparing to our work, its like, totally WORTHLESS. (I'm referring to mine)
And their art o level courseworks looks really awesome,
AND they're only STARTING. WTH.
It like, after that, almost everyone is either speechless,
DEMORALISED , depressed, angry or strucked with inspiration.
But well, their teacher is REALLY cool.
I like her. I really like her.
:D

And today pe minor elective.
It's so amusingly amusing.
I think Jolene witnessed to many miracles today.
(((:
AHAH. Played on the wet puddles. Its like, sick.
WELL, AT LEAST I DIDN'T INJURE ANYONE OR GOTTEN ANY INJURIES TODAY.

YEAH YEAH.
I'm so bored.
Well, this week is my so-called 'FREE' week, after the chinese prelims.
And next week, I'm starting to study frantically AGAIN.
Well, more skating in class after school;
and writing funny and amusing horriblyh manipulated lyrics on the board;
funny TAROT 'radio' talk shows;
and did i mention - SKATING IN CLASS?
hahaha.
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I really don't know how to explain the current situation;
its like, when you feels so helpless and all,
and you don't know what to do.
Its like, damn frustrating.
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Sunday, May 08, 2005

You throw your coat on to the bed and follow with your body
you lay there coughing and shaking
wet from the rain outside
it's like all the tear you couldn't cry before fell from the sky
shaming you because you refuse show exactly how you feel
with every breath i take i hear the same sound
and with every word i speak the same words:
they come out
how does you feel knowing your two years are gone?
we were never pleased:
we were broken lenses and scraped knees
it was all a lie in a photograph from your camera
although the colors were black and white
our problems weren't
not even the negative knows the whole story
we can add tact to explain the hurt behind our eyes
but facades are our specialty
with every breath i take i hear the same sound
and with every word i speak the same words:
they come out
how does you feel knowing your two years are gone?
we were never pleased
we were never ever ever ever ever ever


-Broken Lenses/ Six Until Sundown
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Saturday, May 07, 2005

Okay. I know the previous two posts weren't making sense.
:D
HAHA. Anyway, I was just fooling around ;
and its like, yeah.
I went out for dinner and shopped at j8.
and I saw michele.
Damn chio, can.
hahahs. and its like, my sis keeps talking about sly.
like, WTH.
my ears are like, damn corrupted already.
anyway, i still don't know if the cheng yu are in prelims.
NOT SCREWED only.
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Il traduttore italiano dondola. ( (:
Bene, sì. Affiggerò nell'italiano per questo palo.
Quelli che non sa come leggere l'italiano; HAHA.
Peccato per lei.
Bene, sono l'annoiato.
Da cinese di studio, cioè.
Gli esami su lunedì, e mi sono preoccupato e nervoso.
Si. E sono neanche sicuro del formato.
Ma tuttavia, io il wanna prende
mio Come e tutto ciò. SI.

Il Friendster dondola.
Adesso, la pagina di profilo ha preso il colore.
Miniera nera. HEH.
Ma guarda il wierd di kinda.
Ma bene, indovino dovrei fermare questo crap.
Nessuno capirebbe questo comunque. ( ( (:
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Non voglio un'altra bella faccia;
Non voglio appena nessuno tenere.
Non voglio che il mio amore andare sprecare.
La voglio e la sua bell'anima.
Lei è l'un io inseguimento di wanna.
Lei è l'un io presa di wanna;
Non lascerò un altro minuto va sprecare.
Lavoglio e la sua bell'anima. ( (:
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Friday, May 06, 2005

Feeling terribly tired now.
Yeah, and the editing of the video.
Don't know what the hell I'm doing lar.

Anyway, its like, PRELIMS on MONDAY.
4 days left; and what the hell am i doing online?
Its like, I feel so damn bloody screwed and everything.
When we moved the desks to the MPR after math,
i still can't believe that the prelims are like FOUR days away.
And morning some more.
I think i can't sleep on sunday.
Its like, HELLLO? I wanna get into vjc for the first 3 months.
AHH. I NEED TO WHACK MY HEAD and force myself to STUDY Like madd.

the 5 items thingy today and its like
quite shocking.
hahahs.
during recess, we went to TRYOUT
and the turnout was TERRIBLE. Its like, we can't do anything properly,
and we just ate during recess.
its like, the standing broad jump.
was like, damn what lar.
OH WELL.
-pull ups was SHOCKINNG.
I shouldn't have laughed and fall on my butt.
its like SO CLOSE to a higher grade. SO CLOSE. and i laughed.

SIGHH.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know what to say.
I think can just FORGET it all.
I think I'm just spastic, and a little bit out of point.
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Well, i'll wait till you listen
I wont say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and your noticing nothing again

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

yeah, I'm playing that card
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more then youd like to
forget)

So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never been enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours

Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it
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Thursday, May 05, 2005

Assembly period was wierd.
Hahas. Okay, today reminded me of that funny incident that occured last week.
Its like, we took the art room route to go to the drama studio for the talk ;
hmm. what talk was it? I forgot. But anyway;
Its like, there's this gate that is like, closed one-fourth up. (get it?)
and I thought i can just walk through like that, (i underestimate my height- how humble is that)
then jolene and petrina bent down, i walked right through without bending,
and i hit my head like, damn hard.
and today, took the same route, same situation, but the gate looks suspiciously higher.
but i'm afraid the same thing would happen, so i bent down;
like, not stupid only. people behind looking - like, what the hell the girl is doing.
Petrina and Jolene weren't helpful. They ran away laughing. :/


Yeah, had the classical music talk by the symphony 92.4fm deejays.
the andrew person was like, wierd.
hahahs. like, his jokes weren't that funny. :/
yeahh. and its like, for the mock prelims paper two;
it was quite okay; cept for the zao ju.
horrid. horrid horrd.
and i slept after i finished the paper for bout half an hour,
and it was like, cold and rainy outside.
guess what i dreamt of .
i was eating ice cream lar. then saw some funny thing and was laughing to myself.
i think i chuckled while sleeping.
but anyway, thats not the point.
I'm editing the video like, now.
:D
looks quite.. okay, i guess. (:
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Had the australian science quiz comp thingy in the morning.
And it was like, everyone in class didn't really care
The paper was supposed to be ah hour and less than half an hour;
almost half of the class was already sleeping.
For me, I was shading for the sake of shading and finishing the paper.
i took longer than the others cos I ake sure I circled every oval completely;
regardless whether the answer was wrong or right.
And part of my answers goes like that in sequence:
A,B,A,B,C,C,AA,BB,C,D
Its like, crapp.
Well, I doubt I'd get at least a credit anyway.
:D

Well, the 5 items thingy this friday,
and I haven't even train or practice or anything.
So i guess I'm gonna die.
((:
Well, I've got my ways to pass them, still.
Oh no, did i just say something? -evil grins-
Yeah, and today's art was like, as boring as usual;
and I hopped back to class with leewong, jo, shihui and nat;
had some funny conversation and took stupid photos;
and did some Re-enactment of something...
really amusing. hahas.

well, i'm feeling quite ticked off,
again, for some paticular wierd reason.
its wierd. i feel like whacking my own head.
yeahh. but i guess i'll have just leave everything as it is.
i almost said something i'm not supposed to even say.
hmm.


I don't want another pretty face;
I don't want just anyone to hold.
I don't want my love to go to waste.
I want you and your beautiful soul.
You're the one i wanna chase.
You're the one i wanna hold;
I won't let another minute go to waste.
I want you and your beautiful soul. ((:
am i crazy for wanting you?
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Words Unspoken.

Well, I guess he rockks my world, kinda?

((:
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HAHAH.
My dad bought Ritter Sport chocolates home today!
AHH! Now i have more chocolate to eat, other than the usual boring cadbury. :/
-grinns-


yeah, i'm feeling quite pissed with myself;
for being so over creative during the MOCK chinese prelims paper one.
I think i wrote out of point, like, totally off track.
And its so drama-mama, kinda.
Like, catfights and stuffs.
I think chen xiu mei is like laughing her head off at the CRAP i wrote
for more than an hour; and she'll frown at my grades.
ERM. yeah. I'm still trying to console myself by reminding myself that its MOCK.
but i don't appear to be worried or pissed;
cos i was amused by some FUNNY and DRAMA events that took place
while my prelims was taking place.
-laughs-

but anyway, i feel so accomplished. ((:
ahhas.
and i'm CHIONGING very hard for chinese.
during inappropriate times like -
English, Math, Geography, English...
Then during appropriate times, I'M SLACKING.
WTH.
still got 6 and a half books to flip through.
okay, well.
I'm like sneaking away from tuition for now.
:D

I wanted to watch House of Wax -
then i read the review, and decided its to gory for me to handle.
I wanted to watch Creep-
but I heard its gory too, so I decided not to watch.
Now, i feel like watching Samara-
but i realised i've acted in it after all, so i'd have already watched it.
(don't mind me, i'm just being lame)
I want to watch Kingdom of heaven!
:D
AHAH.
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Monday, May 02, 2005

AHH. I'm still so hungry.
:/

Anyway, I'm still chionging here,
so unlikely of me, can.
HAHAs. But anyway, can't sleep properly either.
:D

yeah, and i should be clever and not play in the rain anymore.
okay, nevermind.
Oh well, LAST day of filming - for the week.
heehee. Kidding.
I mean, last day for now. Till after chinese os. :/
AHH. chinese. sucks.
I still have 6 books to study lar, madness can.
And just now simin was like, studying all the way;
i felt so damn guilty for not studying.
(see lar, all your fault)

hahas, and went to esplanade to find the rooftop closed for dunno what purpose.
and the library closed, cos i just realised it was a public holiday.
pathetic.
hahas. and the water look SO CLEAN. ((:
Aloysius, that's my home. hahas.
yeah, then its like, dunno what we doing...
thanks to zhong wei for being efficient. (:
Supposedly to have dinner at swensens, then ah...
))):
hahas, but nevermind.
yeahh, and took neos with cleo, simin, xiaoming and johnson.
it was lame, lar.
i mean, its like, so wasted lar. hahas.
but anyway, we got simin to take.
-grinns-

and cabbed home again.
i tell you, taxi uncles are REALLY nice people.
hahas. we're like crapping rubbish to him for like, almost the whole trip.
then aloysius keeps flirting with him;
like, -roll eyes-
and simin was like, hysterical, its really scary;
cos i'm like, sitting beside her. (-.-")
yeahh. and suggested to the uncle to skip adam rd and go to hougang instead
-mental hospital-
Okay, that was lame. yeahh.
well, aloysius has this THING with taxi uncles.
that's so sick, lor.

and i went to east coast after i reached home.
not pyscho only.
went on those scare-people-samara-way spree.
hahahas. crawl out of the bush, hair flies.
okay, nevermind.
i'm still stuck at question 3(c).
I don't know how to differentiate the BLOODY secant.
GO AND DIE.
lalalalalalala.
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Sunday, May 01, 2005

Smile when your heart is breaking.
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